Leeuwin Ocean Adventure, 9-16 January 2000
A Personal Log by Pak Mat (Mohamad Sinclair)
Preamble: This is in
essence a personal record of the Leeuwin voyage.
Something that I will be able to look back on and
re-live a most wonderful personal experience, something
that will perhaps, lift me when I am low and remind me
of what I achieved and that, having done once, I can do
it again.
Day 1: Seeing the sail training ship
Leeuwin II, for the first time as she lay alongside
Victoria Quay raised mixed feelings in me, what would it
be like? Had I 'over sold' this voyage in my
imagination? Will I be disappointed? And so on. This was
further heightened be a delay of several hours whilst
some repairs were completed. Anyway, by 2.00pm we were
finally under way and the great adventure had
begun.
Halyards, downhauls,
sheets and clewlines!! "Haul this, ease that, come up!
Belay! 2-6 Heave!" Never have I felt such a clueless
idiot. All afternoon the crew put us through an
initiation that had our heads spinning. We must have
tacked about 10 times and it seems that all we did was
haul-haul-haul. By the end of an exhausting 4 hours, we
had touched virtually all of the 100 or more ropes on
the vessel!
It was quite windy and quite a few people lost
their lunch. Thankfully, I held it together and was OK,
I think I was too busy to find the time to be sick. My
watch was Green Watch, which was lead by the indomitable
Harry, a great fellow who wore a tee-shirt and shorts
whatever the weather or time of day. After anchoring,
our watch had the job of furling the upper and lower
topsails. This entailed going aloft, out onto yards,
leaning over and grabbing handfuls of flapping sail and
gathering it up. All he time you were doing this, your
feet are on the 'horse', a thin piece of rope, with
nothing below you! Even though you are clipped on by
your safety harness, it's still quite an experience. By
the time we had done both sails, I was mentally and
physically spent and not a little confused.
Day 2: The day
started early for me as Green watch had 'anchor watch'
between 4.00am - 5.00am. Not very much to do but it was
really nice to see the sun come up. I found out that the
ship is manned 24 hours a day, 365 days a year and is
never left empty.
Every morning started the same; a wake up call
and onto the deck for warming up and stretching
exercises. One of the Australian kids made a name for
himself, by running around the deck once and then
straight to the side to throw up! And we were all still
at anchor! After that came breakfast and cleaning,
washing and polishing the ship.
After a late start, we set sail for Garden
Island and traveled under sail down the narrow channel
in Cockburn Sound that lead to the island and naval
base. Activities were far less hectic the second day so
we had a chance to work out what we were meant to be
doing and what job each rope did and how it related to
the task in hand. Luckily, we got to do the braces
(which change the 'angle of attack' of the topsail yards
in relation to the wind) on two successive tacks and so
the second time we did pretty smoothly, even Dave the
First Mate said so.
Lunch at 11.40am - we were so hungry! The food
on board was really good, thanks to Andreas our Austrian
chef, who later showed himself to be quite a
philosopher, and Tracy his assistant.
We anchored
quite early in the afternoon but there was still a
couple of hours work in putting the ship to bed, so to
speak. Green watch was given the main and nock staysails
to furl which was really hard until you knew how to do
it. At one point, the Captain got involved and virtually
furled one sail single-handed, very embarrassing! It's
hard to enjoy yourself if you are not contributing and
don't know what to do. At this point, I still was in two
minds whether Leeuwin was going to work for me or not.
Several of the Malaysian participants took the
opportunity (whilst Green Watch was struggling with the
dreaded staysails) to go up the main mast and read the
message on the very top. Frankly, at this juncture, I
had decided that after the Garden island trip (on the
next day), I was going to tell Harry that I didn't want
to go aloft anymore.
Prayer on Board ship was a major challenge; the
girls had the use of the small saloon but there really
wasn't a lot of space. For the rest of us, it was just
try to find space wherever you could and pray. However,
on the evening of the 2nd night, almost all of us prayed
Mahgrib and Isha' on deck, berjemaah. I'm not sure what
the Australians thought of this all, but several of them
approached us at odd times to ask us about
Islam.
Day 3: We should have realized that the
day started too easily for Green watch. After the usual
cleaning up, etc., we were taken out o Buchanan Bay on
Garden Island in one of the dories, using an outboard
motor. Another watch joined us there whilst we waited
for Boyd Wykes to meet us. During our wait, we saw
dolphins catching fish quite close to the shore. After a
short lecture on the unique flora of Garden Island, we
set off to walk the kilometre or so across to the
western shore. We had a number of activities to do and
places to go, but we just were not working as a team in
virtually any area. To me, the third day was the low
point of the voyage. Despite the fact that the island is
really beautiful and unspoiled, I couldn't say that I
enjoyed it very much. But the worst was yet to
come.
After a refreshing swim
and snorkel over some sea-grass beds, we had to row the
dory the 2 kilometres back to the ship. Only one girl
really knew how to row, I had some idea but the rest of
us were hopeless! In quite choppy seas and against the
wind, we struggled and 'caught crabs' (to completely
miss the sea with your stroke) and generally failed to
operate as a team. We were unbalanced as to strength,
made worse by the fact that I was keen to demonstrate
that I was stronger than anybody else. Good for the ego
but really destructive to teamwork! The inevitable
result was that we spent most of our time describing
erratic circles on the sea with very little movement in
the direction of the Leeuwin. Even when the 'fizz boat'
came to tow us for a while, we still took 2 hours to
complete the row. What was far worse was that we had
upset and humiliated one of our watch, a boy who just
couldn't row. That evening, he had completely withdrawn
from the watch and wouldn't talk to any of us. I felt so
bad about it that the next day, I sought him out and
apologized for my part of the fiasco. It was truly our
worst day
(I actually wrote in my journal that night
that I felt that 14 year-olds were not mature enough to
really understand what it was that they were meant to
learn on the Leeuwin. Boy, did I get that wrong-it was
the adults that had to do the learning!)
What I didn't know until later was that Catrina
(who had been with us on the island) had confirmed with
Captain Petroff, who had seen the problem. A decision
was then taken to split the adults into a new watch, to
be known a the Grey watch under Doug, the ship's Purser.
At the time, I understood that it would be good for the
youngsters but I was concerned about being marginalised,
as we were older. However, we worked very well together
and had no problems at all. Grey watch now comprised:
Astrid, Colin, Lefki, Jonelle, Rachael and myself. In my
mind, this was the turning point of the
voyage.
Day 4: A big sailing
ship like Leeuwin can almost be thought of as being like
a large and wayward child. It demands constant
attention, it is subject to rapid changes of mood and
can give you a hard time if you ignore it or treat it
badly. But, like a child, it is capable of giving you
such pleasure and delight that all previous bad times
are immediately forgotten. Such was our fourth
day.
For me, it started early as I was on 'anchor
watch' from 4.00am-5.00am. This meant that I saw a
beautiful, gentle sunrise heralding the start of another
bright and sunny day. By the time we sat sail, the
breeze had dropped and we had to motor through the very
narrow channel connecting Garden Island with the rest of
Cockburn Sound before turning west and sailing out to
sea beyond Rottnest Island. Clear of the island, we
quickly picked up a stiff breeze, filing our sails.
Bounding over the rich deep blue ocean, with the warm
breeze in our faces, it was just wonderful. We
congratulated ourselves as having conquered the demon of
sea-sickness and challenged the sea to give us more. And
so it did.
As we moved off the continental shelf and got
into deep waters some 45 miles off Fremantle, we picked
up a 2-3 metre swell, together with a much stronger
wind. It was not long after that we all started falling
to the dreaded mal de mer that only shortly beforehand
we had scoffed at. Although the original plan was to
have a night sail, the Captain sensibly realized that he
would not have enough people to safely crew the ship, so
we put about and headed for Rottnest Island again. I was
sick several times and was not able to do anything as
the slightest movement brought on nausea and vomiting.
Though feeling off-colour, neither Aishah nor Adam were
sick and they spent a lot of time looking after those
who were. Even members of the crew were throwing up,
some spectacularly so!
Despite the heavy sea, the late afternoon sky
was beautifully clear and we watched the sun dip below
the horizon. As the last trace of the disc disappeared,
we clearly saw it turn almost lime-green; the famed
'green flash'. Although I was still feeling like death,
I was glad that I had witnessed it. All too slowly,
Rottnest Island hove into view and as we approached it,
the swell settled and I began to feel a lot better. So
much so that after we had anchored, I was fit enough to
help Harry furl the nock staysail, standing in the
rigging some 15 metres above the deck, despite the stiff
wind and darkness. When we came down, Andreas, who never
seemed to be affected by anything, gave Harry and myself
the good news that he had saved some of the evening meal
for us. I ate heartily that night in the satisfaction
that in spite of my earlier sickness, I was able to
operate effectively and help put the ship to bed. All in
all, this was my best and most satisfying
day.
< Day 5: Though starting
quite clear, the weather quickly deteriorated, with
strong 50km/hr winds, driving rain and lightning. Thus
the sails that had been earlier set had to be furled.
Although we were all wearing 'waterproof' overalls, the
rain quickly exploited any gaps in our protective
clothing and we were soon almost as wet as if we hadn't
bothered. It was really marvelous, and a little
humbling, to see the youngsters up on the yards, working
together, furling the sails and just getting the job
done in spite of the terrible conditions. Because of the
weather, we didn't get much sailing in but headed back
to our previous anchor point off Garden Island. In
the evening, as ever, there were various activities, the
main one being 'Sod's opera', in which all the watchers
had to produce a sketch or song or some little
light-hearted piece connected with the voyage. Before
that, however, we all had a chance to speak our inner
thoughts and hopes and what we had learned in the
previous five days. It was really beautiful - no one
interrupted anyone and anyone and everybody listened and
contributed. There were many beautiful and deep things
said at that time.
Again our watch had
anchor to do, so I was up from midnight to 2.00am. My
main recollection of that watch was the beautiful aroma
of pine trees being carried in the damp air from the
island.
Day 6: Much of day 5 had been spent in
getting the Leeuwin looking ship-like, ready for the
final sail in. We didn't set any sail but motored the
short distance from our mooring off Garden Island to
Fremantle harbour. This was a very relaxed time, with
many people exchanging addresses and lots of photos
being taken. As we approached the harbour, we all
climbed onto yards or into the rigging, all wearing the
red Leeuwin smocks. Aishah was given the singular honour
of helming the ship into the harbour. We all waved and
shouted at the many pleasure craft that were out and the
people on the harbour walls. A Greenpeace ship was in
harbour and got a big cheer from everybody.
After we had tied up, there was a short ceremony
during which Catrina handed out our certificates. When
that was done, two MK kids gave her a print of the ship
that all of us had signed and written on - I think she
was very touched. Following that, I made a short speech
of thanks and gave out our Leeuwin tee-shirts to Capt.
Petroff and the permanent crew and called a Malaysian
participant from each watch to present a tee-shirt to
their respective watch leaders. I'm sure they were quite
touched as there were many hugs and kisses at that time
and possibly a few tears. Capt. Petroff then invited the
families gathered on the quay-side to come aboard and
inspect the ship. I have a wonderful recollection of
seeing Matthew (from Green watch) hugging his entire
family - younger brother, mother and his dad - in a
manner that seemed to encompass them all; I almost
cried.>
And so we parted and
dispersed, each to his or her family and friends; each
with his or her personal memories of high points and low
times, of fears overcome and new friendships made. From
being tightly bound to each other in our watches, we
separated, but all with wonderful feelings of
comradeship, shared experiences and a knowledge that
each of us had been in places that we would never had
dared before. Of heights climbed, literally and
figuratively, that would have defeated us just a short
week before and with a new-found confidence that we can
do new things and we can achieve more than we, or
others, thought.
In was my privilege to have had a part in
organised this wonderful adventure and to have witnessed
the growth in mental stature that took place in all the
youngsters. This was my reward and it is perhaps best to
complete this account with the insight of a 14 year old
Malaysian girl when she said, "I learned never to give
up".
Leeuwin, I salute you, your crew and all who
have given their time and effort into making it happen
and keeping it going. For be assured, you are all doing
something very special you are changing young lives.
Never give up, and never stop.
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